Feb 2025 dem 'Os

Hello, this is Emerson Borakove broadcasting to you from the depths of winter here in the North East. Everyone here (that I know) is exasperated by the cold weather. We were all expecting another easy climate changed season with a balmy cold instead of a biting one. I am in tremendous pain and it causes me to shake and pathetically sob multiple times a day. It makes it hard to concentrate on my job, my hobbies, and my friendships. Nevertheless I am able to maintain a social life by suppressing these oppressive urges to talk only about how unlucky I am and how much I feel bound and gagged by the very act of living. "Save it for your art!"

So here I am, sharing songs and writing blog posts.

you must understand I feel absolutely terrible. anytime I have a conversation with someone they are made very uncomfortable by this fact. maybe they think i don't have a right to feel this terrible. maybe they are just scared or more likely just annoyed. I am trying very hard to not be an emotional burden on the people around me.

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baby hold on to me

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Shifting Lanes

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disney XD

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turned their lonely eyes to you

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photos are made using google photos AI eraser tool

other updates: UNN album is happening hopefully soon. Writing a string quintet that is stressing me out but I want to prove that I can do it. March 2025 Prairie Princess and Lex Walton tour is happening god willing. Small Womens album and a prairie princess album at some point in 2025 too. I am so confused on what I am meant to do but making music seems to be the only thing I even can do anymore.

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